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I'm not actually wanting a cig. But I am a sonofabitch to live with. Ok, well not so bad, but I don't seem to be able to put up with crap lately so I end up letting things go farther down the road to 'hell in a handbasket' (as the saying goes) than usual. I'm a work'en on it. I long for the first day that passes without an acknowledged craving.
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later.