Ok... very weird looking colours and "self" in photo.
but there it is... a weird guy in a strange place and ... definitely free from the shackles of shame. :)
It's a weird day... clearly it's Fall trying to get it's head around being Winter.
Fall is winning... but that wont last for long.
wearing
~ blue ftls
~ black jeans
~ gap sweatshop tee
~ and a warm hoodie.
planning
~ was planning on a normal day...
~ didn't work out that way.
~ having a harsh day today. I need to do some mental rebooting.
wishing
~ to send some happy vibes out to
yumikid ... because the world is getting brighter for her... ~ to send a few quiet little "congrats" thoughts out to
sassy_red_head... :)~ that I had time to really dive into my Fps ... but today is a crazy day.
Birthday moments
~ just remembering a young woman named Becca. Today would have been her 23rd birthday.
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I am ... simply amazed at the kindness of my lj friends.
I am so flipp'en lucky to have you guys around. :D
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I often am taken to moments of quiet jealousy about people I see who's lot-in-life, from a work-a-day point of view, is to perform a repetative physical task. I know that I get some of my best "thinking" done while I work away at some project... yet I can become brain dead when I sit down to do a bunch of writing for work. I guess what I need is some kind of neural implant that interfaces with my computer to lay out and populate documents directly from my think think think moments. Then I could build things and write at the same time. Of course, I'd prol'y be twice as tired at the end of the day.
Note: this was my round-about way of sending up a balloon on the subject of just how tiring brain work can be. I know physical work is hard and tiring, but you're fooling yourself if you look at a thinker and imagine he or she "has it made".
Note 2: Ok, that's bs. I was just saying note 1 'cuz I feel guilty about being jealous about jobs that you just "do" day to day... versus having to make shit up day after day after day after day...
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I should teach a course on procrastination...