Things generally SUCK right now... I want to smoke! I know I know, it's been like three months... but I've cheeted a bit lately and now I'm back on the punk ass wagon and it's sucken. Tomorrow's my 39th birthday... yippeeee I am running out of excuses for the way I act! I want an internet cam for my birthday but that is not going to happen (or at least I seriously doubt it... I usually get things "I should have" instead of things "I want to have" as prezzies.)
.. oops gotta go.