July 8th, 2005


Friday, July 8

Wow... cool air... cloudy (but who cares?) It was just gooooooorgeous outside this morning. Wake up... breath beautiful fresh (the windows are open) air... That and the camping trip have been doing wonders for my cold... (die air conditioning... die!!!). Geo woke up to sneak a hug and kiss before I left today... and Z was even awake for a good bye moment. :D Edward, of course, was cruising dream boulevard. :D

And ... the girls at the starbucks window gave me a free cookie... :D White Chocolate Key Lime Cookie... (oh my god!!! :D :D :D)

so yeah,... a nice start to a friday.

~ green ftls
~ beige p-z jeans... [ :: and the friday picture... :: ]
~ a red p-z golf shirt... so basically, I'm a mannequin in a window at "mark's work world" (they sell a lot of p-z stuff)
~ and if you're really bored... you can watch and listen to me say hi with the [ :: friday video moment... hahaha!!! (dip alert!!!) :: ]
~ busy afternoon!!! no really... one long ass meeting from 1:00 to 4:30 to talk about my last report to the client boss... a whole fricking committee... sheesh... :D
~ write something about BB6 from last night... and try not to burst out laughing every ten seconds when I'm writing it...
~ hug my kids... oh my god they are so flipping adorable I could just explode... you should'a seen them sleeping this morning... sigh...
~ to pinch my darling z and remind her that she's ... simply the best!
~ that I could chase Daisy er... I mean nbbmom around the studio...
~ to remind a friend... misspish... that she really is a good woman and I have great respect for you and your gig with Rob! :)
~ for a chance to, some day, share some air with misskris... and I really do promise to send some ketchup chips along for dude!! :D
~ that musicalcolors... remembers to be careful... always careful. :D
~ with all my heart that my friend and virtual brother... Ayoub... aka knightsdawn and his family are ok... (they live in London).

Ok... Let me start with a quote George W. Bush from the G8 yesterday...
"This is... uh... the war on terror goes on!"
Cool... so the war on the noun rages onward...
I swear, if a dozen eggs hit him seconds after he said that... I bet the entire G8 security detail would have begun to clap.
Dear Global Terrorist Community:
Clearly you all did not get my memorandum.
The action is in Iraq.
You all are 'sposed to be lining up in the desert with
Makmood and his buddies so my soldiers can shoot
you dead.
This bombing stuff in England... I mean... seriously
guys, you are sooooo far away from where I 'splained
you should be it's just silly.
Now 'nuf of that and hurry back to the desert...
I got a few more bullets for all'ya'all.
Your's truly

Yessireee... sure looks to me like the War On A Noun is having a few problems.
A hundred thousand dead muslim's in the desert yet they still have the audacity to
"bring it" in London.

If there is any lesson to be learned here... I propose that it's got something to do with the notion that global community of terrorists are not on a pilgrimage to where ever the hell George has his "War on Terror" storm troopers posted.

George Palpetine Bush has got you so wrapped around his finger ... it's making me sick!

Dear Everybody...
Muslims... hmm... yeah, like that terrifying rug-kneeler Timothy McVie... or those horrifying Spanish Muslims...
How many times does the media have to be wrong about who did the blowing up before they stop just assuming it's "muslims".
Was McVie a christian? Did the media want to know why chirstians were waging war on Oklahoma after he blew up that building?
Dudes!@#$%@!!! It's a bunch of fucking psycho bastard terrorists... they have an agenda and it has nothing do with being Muslim.

Can you just see Bob Geldoff... screaming his head off about "those rat bastards taking the spot light off African poverty..."
Sir Bob... good cause bro, but these guys blew up a double decker bus... You're old news. Or are you just old?
Don't you just fucking hate Thursdays... oh wait... It's mondays you hate... never mind.
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    Baker Whisnant - mexico road

blah blah blah...

Are you feeling fulfilled?
Like a personal sense of fulfillment?
I mean... I stopped trying to find that in my work... years ago!!!
I've sort of always known that you can't find fulfillment in someone
else... it has to be something within you.

When I realized being a parent was what I wanted to do...
it got easy to stop stressing about "ambition".
Then the writing came... and I don't profess to be so shit hot at
writing... (poetry, rants, discourse, entertainment, etc....) but
you cannot imagine how much enjoyment I get out of it...

Money... is a big issue and most of the ambition stress was due to
the lack of it... but we managed to make it through the years
before the children were both in full time day school.
Our agreement was that suzanne would be a stay-at-home-mom
up until the kids were in full time day school. So now, with two
incomes, we're doing well enough to contribute to retirement
savings, take small vacations, and save for the kids education.
So... that's enough.

I'd love to be able to afford the toys I dream about... but doing
what I would have to do to be able to reach for that... would
dramatically reduce the quality of my life... and that feeling that
"fulfillment" thing would be like trying to hold smoke.

Don't wait till you're half dead to realize that ... it's more fun
if you live for fun... for personal enjoyment instead of living
to fulfill someone else agenda.
Nobody will come to your almost dead body and give you a prize
for living unhappy.

Does that mean "happy at the expense of others?"
Of course not. Don't be foolish.
I just mean... find your "thing" and do it.
It may take you thirty five years to find your "thing",
but you will... and when it comes along... don't let it slip away.
  • Current Music
    The B-52's - 52 Girls

Big Brother 6 Update!!

Big Brother 6 Update!!

If Disney Cast Porn Stars...

Where in... we are shown the degree to which the brainiacs at CBS BB casting appear to have lost anything resembling "original thought". It's basically the same pretty, white, dentally abnormal crew they had last year... Hell, Julie "The Space Alien" made her series inaugural debut in another silver suit. Oh, they got a black guy ... and (ta da!) he's a flamer. But wait... what's this? Captain Uni-Brow, The Lone Muslim... AND he's Iraqi. You know... an average american dude to toss in with the Disney Cast of Young Dumb And Full Of Cum. No manipulation there. Would you like a drink? This year's catch is "Secrets" with every house-mat actually paired in real life by some thread to another house-mat, and each pair thinks they're the only ones... you know... hard-body white folk with perfect teeth thinking they're special.

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