April 15th, 2004


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99 minutes ripped from my life and squandered.
anticipation of a thing
is sometimes several orders of magnatude
more enjoyable than the thing itself.

kill smill.

Ok... got that out. :D

Night. !

Thursday, April 15

Yeah... that's the face of a tired boy... but a wary wary happy one... :D
The sun is shining and it's an amazing day out there... Sings.

I cannot believe how messed up the world of broadcast media has become with the big "delay" deals and mini freakouts... Is it really all because of Janet and her ugly tit? How punk ass dumb is it that america can watch a field of grown men kick the shit out of each other, drink enough beer to pee on their couches, accept a game time radical increase in domestic violence (shut up bitch and get me a beer .... smack!) yet everybody has a freaking morality attack over a has-been dancer slash singer showing off one of her unattractive tits... Was it maybe because it was unattractive? I mean, the whole over-reaction-america-style thing is getting really old guys... take a fucking pill.

~ blue ftls
~ light cream, almost white actually, p-z cargos... well, their sorta cargos...
~ a gray T
~ a big comfy sweater... kinda dark blue and white
~ EVIL bid meeting from 1:00 to 2:00...
~ writing ... breathing... writing... drinking coffee... oh, and yawning...
~ it's a SURVIVOR night... :D :D :D
~ that I could see what every one said in a recent poll put out there by this girl I know in Dallas...
~ we could all time travel like the amyaustinSlightly Delayed Traffic Chick. I mean, she can bounce back 8 seconds any time she wants...
~ that my friend kimberly27616 has a safe trip... and gets her hands on things that leave her so damn happy...
~ to congratulate lil'miss razzberee on the cool new wheels... :D
~ to send some hugs and love to lizvang. Just 'cause...
~ for a safe journey to be in the offing for sickboy and a wonderful wedding

Hey... I'm just wondering... is it legal to be a member of the Klu Klux Klan in the US?
How about the American Nazi party?
(and, btw, I can never say "american nazi" without picturing Jake and Elwood revving the engine as Jake says "I fucking hate Illinois Nazis")
Too bad there wasn't a cash money fine for hypocrisy... You could stop paying taxes... and just build roads and stuff funded by the Hypo-collections.

... and, um... it's illegal to put several grams of lead into the head of the Grand Wizard right? Maybe you could just send him to guantanamo bay... hmm?


Ok... mid-day randomness;

~ I got fresh [ :: crack! :: ] (and many related smiles...)

~ I can tell that I raised a few hackles, if not just eyebrows, with the last two morning posts... please try and understand... I don't think I have answers to these issues... I am at odds with myself over the two sides of the coin... and I only talk about stuff like that because it makes me think... and the feedback helps me think more completely. Don't ever hesitate to call me on issues... I have never faulted a person for commenting with their own attitude in my journal. I know I've become scary corto before... but that has only ever been when an unjustified attack was levelled at me. so... just don't hesitate. thinking is good... and you help. :D

~ I have been sooooo busy today it's goofy... there are mountains of paper on my desk... with little sticky notes poking out of them at what appears to be random intervals... I am officially swamped.

~ remember I mentioned that cool tool thing that searches for recently posted pictures in LJ? yeah, well I met a person in an eastern block country via that... and I'm almost speechless about how cool that is to me... !!!

~ how ... how on earth can a person justify taking another persons pictures from LJ and sharing them as if they were pictures of themselves... it just makes no sense to me. I assume, of course, there has to be wicked self-esteem issues at play in a situation like that... but... hello???? it's not like you can get away with that shit.

~ I remain completely disappointed with Kill Bill vol.1 ... Lucy Lui takes five minutes to remove her shoes... and the blood thing... I mean, the first dozen times ... I can sorta understand... but the millionth time? just dumb... I kept seeing the seeds of a powerful story ... but it's like every time the plot could have built on a story, it turned left to spite the story in favour of killing something by chopping off one of it's limbs. I know it's a terantino "art" thing... but for a wimpy hour and half movie length, too much time was waisted doing the same dumb ass thing over and over. And, personally, I was insulted by the transparent attempts to shock me with the kiddie elements. Planting a child in the middle of outrageous carnage will not distract me from noticing that the movie was nothing besides a series of animated "action gore posters".... with nothing connecting them. ok... all done with that now. :D

~ dinner at my folks house tonight... then survivor ... then... maybe some geek time... :)

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Birthday Katchup

From yesterday... April 14
monkey ... well I came to you special and made a wish... but here you go again ... have a great year and I hope the friendships that surround you ... continue to do so. You've earned that!

sleep_walker Dear Helena, I don't know if you'll see this... but I do hope you find the peace you need to carry you into the next big stage of you. It's just around the corner... and it's going to be fun. You have such a creative and artistic eye... I can only wish ... or hope that it continues to find expression. Happy Birthday sugar.

And as for today!
bramey... happy birthday sugar-bronze... :D May all your little experiments give up great data (and how was that for sounding condescending... didn't mean it like that...) You are an amazing woman Bronwyn... I hope you have a great year ahead and make many "keeper" memories. :D

giggly_girl... you have such an infectious smile... :D Have a great birthday sugar-bricker... May you find yourself beside yourself with the happiness of friendship.

kendokamel Happy Birthday Sugar-Stick... May your every stroke be disarming... :D (giggle). I hope you have a great day and a wonderful celebration of your day.

and just because yer special...

Happy Freaking Birthday Sugar-Kaye

Today is also stephaniekaye's birthday... with the events of the last year tucked firmly into the folder labelled "phew... I'm glad that's done", may this next year shape up with a great deal more of what's making you smile lately. I'm truly happy to read that your world has spun itself into such a great place. :D