April 21st, 2001



Well I spent about an hour watching Ed cry tonight... took him 20 minutes before he could pull his little self together enough to tell me what was wrong... I thought, up till then, that he wasn't even awake. But no, indeed, he was awake and tells me that the left side of his jaw is serioulsy owwi.
3 year old molars are a' commin in! When we finally fig'd what was wrong, he was into the short chopy breaths kiddo's get when they cry for too long... We gave him some camillia (awsome!!! nothing else like it) and got him back to sleep.

Oh, and it's after 2:00 in the morning and I gotta get up with the boiz tomarra so later Lj.


oh man, I am sooo tired... why oh why do I stay up so late? maybe tonight I will get to sleep at a good time? hahahaha... ok, wait... let me get a kleenex and wipe my eyes. .. .. ok, there... so what was I saying? oh. ahhaha. no, really I gotta go to sleep at night ... at least on school nights... yes I know they're work nights but it just feels good to call 'em school nights.

~ sweat pants, big sox, first T I could see in the cubby...
~ to take a nice hot shower and shave... yes I shave on Saturdays...
~ to go to Home Depot and buy some stuff to fix the tiles in front of our fireplace...
~ for a good news report from Blossom (kristy)!
~ that I was still asleep somewhere..
~ that my special bud laini had comfortable sleeps
~ I could go rock climbing with Z... need babysitting....
~ and last but not least (sheesh) for today is that somehow my pal lisa (ladyfire) manages to be good in all the rough spots while she works out how to make the world a whole bunch smaller!

ok... gotta go... shower time.

more yawning...

Long day so far...

Went to Home Despot! and bought sanded grout to re-grout the fireplace tiles... batteries for Georges PokiDeck (if that doesn't make sense... totally forget it! hahaha) and went to my sis-in-laws to set up her internet stuff... my bro-in-law and I decided to pay to fix up her pc, and buy her a one year sub to an ISP so her kids can get the same leg-up their friends have ... intenet access and kids learning tools on a PC. She's recently (well almost a year ago now) separated from a complete moron that up and abandoned her and two kids... Gotta help the blood right!

Then Harvey's for kids combo lunches (fast food but way way yummi kids meals) and home... Put all the screens back in the windows (sure sign of spring!) and did a wee bit of yard work.

I had a cute dream that included the always amazing Kristy - tame stuff ... actually quite simple and nice... she was just wherever it was I was in the dream and it was nice to have her close at hand. She is an amazing support system!

Any ways... I'mma all tuckered out and it's time to start making dinner.

Later Lj... later for sure...