ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! so much is lurking ... to be said and to be done.
It's driving me mad that I can't get to working on my new web space or
that I can't get to the stories I want to tell.
They're in me and they will get out ... somehow.
Tomorrow is the Santa Clause parade ... I'll take the kiddies while Z sleeps off her cold. We'll have a blast. Donuts and juice (coffee for me) is a big treat!
Dido, the song "Thank you"... the line:
"I want to thank you... for give'en me the best day of my life."
wow. I get misty when I hear that line... I think of the circumstances around actually being able to say that to someone and really mean it... or better yet to hear it sincerily said. Oh gawd that would be beautiful. Looking at someone and telling them that they have given you the best day of your life... wow. Just blows me away.
ackkk! I gotta sleep. c ya.
hehya lj... we're off to see the old fat elf ... and get accosted by the extended families of all the firemen in town looking for handouts for various charities... and of course, we are only to happy to oblige. The "Kanata food kitchen " feeds a lot of people around here.
I had a good night last night... didn't get laid!! I wish. but my litlle Z needs to get over her cough-hack-splat-cough cold first... It's been a while... I'd type a whole bunch of AHHH's here but that's getting tired.
I did spend a whole bunch of time thinking about my lj friend WITH BIG PLANS. She is awesome. I keep finding women here that are (sorry for the cliche) empowered instead of complacent... this is a great trend. I love your stories. It gives me faith in people. The world is not actually a shitting made-for-tv-sunday-night-movie where everybody looses! and ps. knuckles... I am a constant source of positive energy, vibes, karma, you name it ... it's yours from me.
See ya after the parade. mmmm... pictures? I'll take the dig.
I think I told somebody I "grok" something again without first ensuring that they had any idea what I meant by that... so once again:
Grok (from the Robert Heinlan novel "Stranger in a Strange Land") means to totally and completely get something... as in "I get it" "I get your meaning..." Get mine?
I gotta massage my ego... having a bit of crummy time of something... so I'm off to LJ land hunting for new friends... (although the ones I have now are pretty freak'en awesome!!!!)
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Ok, so the above was brought to you by Edward... he really wants to press the keys tonight and there'd be hell to pay if I didn't let press them... so ... your treat!!!
Now it's bath time for my little buddy.
Lets see... I'm thinking it's been 10 days? nope... 11 days of smoke-free-me. On Friday I took my team to lunch... three out of three of em are smokers... that was my first painfull test. and it wasn't so bad!
I'm not actually wanting a cig. But I am a sonofabitch to live with. Ok, well not so bad, but I don't seem to be able to put up with crap lately so I end up letting things go farther down the road to 'hell in a handbasket' (as the saying goes) than usual. I'm a work'en on it. I long for the first day that passes without an acknowledged craving.