November 18th, 2000

newavi

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good morning lj... so begins day 3. squirt'en med's into an unhappy kitty (she's all embarassed about having a bandage on... it's all cute and sad at the same time watching her try to hide from the boiz... but they just want to give her a hug!)

Somehow, I will make it through today without any smoken, token or whatever. I dreamed BIG TIME about smoken some really sweet tasting hash last night... go figure! oddly enough in my dream i was doing a hot knife - something I have not done in 20 years! - and suprise suprise, in my dream I was not coughing up a lung after each hot knife... something I seem to remember doing forever ago.

I read some stuff on lj today that practically makes me wanna be all goofy weepy - it is so nice that people can be that giving with warm emotions.
newavi

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There's something magical about hearing the sound of a Reader Rabit Math Blaster (or one of the others...) coming from the kids play room. Turn off the TV, turn on some good music and the kiddies are doing educational computer games... way cool.
I just ground fresh beans and brewed a fresh (duh) pot of coffee and delivered to my sleepy Z a dose of wake-up in her favourite mug.
Now, lets see if it goes cold while she doesn't wake up ... or, if I can coax her out of bed.

It's a beautiful day here in Ottawa. Cold - for sure - very cold - but sunny and blue with little cotton ball clouds milling about. Good day for a journey somewhere.
newavi

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I am totally fit to be tied!!!! and as much as that sounds like fun, I mean it in a most unfun sort of a way! I'm chomping on a nicorette gum thingy... I've gone through 5 pieces of gum since I quit ... three days ago...
ah crap, I know this is just a stage or whatever, but I'm going through all this rationalization stuff about the idea that "hey I only smoked a half a pack every couple of days (ha!) ... etc."

I want to smoke a big fat joint and chase it with a nice fresh cig drinking a fresh cup of coffee on the back porch. Is that sooo wrong!

rats.