Another verse from a fantasic song...
Crashing silent, broken down
Fallen into night
Who gave up and who gave in
I'll go without a fight
Cut me down or cut me dead
Cut me in or out
Kiss me blind time after time
Take away my doubt
Fix Me Now - Shirley Manson, Garbage
Ok, so another Friday night... sometime close to 9:00 both little goobs will be asleep only to want to be up and partying at 7:30 - regardless of what time idiot dad goes to bed... "idiot dad" applies, cause I'll prol'y go to bed around 2:00 am.
What to do, what to do... well, as one of my friends says... it'll certainly spliferific regardless of what I actually do!
I'm thinking music, mess with a web site, beg for sex, (doesn't actually work - that only happens when I'm not crawling across the floor dying from 'retension' issues... go figure), maybe watch Farscape (if it's a new one - new to me that is...) do a little menu planning for this big monster shin-dig here on Sunday (sis in law and father in law birthdays).
More music, spliferificalistic (whoa... that works as a word ... splif - er - if - ic - al - is - tic or maybe supercalifragilisticexplialidocious! ahh whatever!
Hey listen, for anybody that actually gives a ##$@, those little song quotes from garbage are for the bennefit of some friends that are into this Excite Voice Mail deal... I call 'em up and leave a message (the quote) without a name then artfully put the quote in my journal ... gee, pretty complex eh...
What a goof.
mush time... put up with it, I just gotta gush sometimes... keeps me human.
I'll bet a psych major could write a great paper on why I like my lj friends so much...? I've said this before, but its worth saying again... I'm pretty sure there's nothing really missing in my RW but I still manage to derive a monstrous amount of pleasure from my friends in the zone... the lj world is just the current - and by far the best - shape of the zone, but the bottom line: I think you people are great...
I was gonna start listing names and telling you what makes you special to me but there's too many of you and too much to say. I'm not so special, but I have values and opinions... I'm also more of a gourmet than a gourmand... so I read you guys for actual reasons... I get to run thru so many emotions, and taste so much that is diverse and worth-while. You are really special people and I've been wanting to say thanks again for all this fun...
Ok, mush over.
(again... what a goof)